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meetings
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communicating
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walk to catch the train
go underground
walk walk
watch
watch dream
daydream
watch
walk
home home
blankness
nurture
feed
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ignore
feed
ignore
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poetry dreaming
dreams
reality
poetry
work
work
poetry to dream.

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